[[loner_romance]]

2007-10-30T23:37:00.000-07:00

hihi,,
long time nv post ler...
i hab a new blog ler,,
not goin to delete this blog coz gt alot of good memories with it^^
my new blog is http://miss-wadeva.blogspot.om
do come n visit n tag mii from there^^
the tag board here..is e same as e tag board on my new blog,,
so plz take notice of it^^
shall end my 'last post' in this blog here!!!

miss-wadeva

2007-04-01T02:32:00.000-07:00

took on e day we go kbox together^^so loving family^^

family photo but short of shermaine,jasmin n sherly..

wierdos...9/2/07~internity..lub u all^^

this pic debbie took de^^[look wad is jasmin doin]haha

all lookin soo natural n funny^^

haha^^

smoOchiiex fer euu^^

sch reopen..

2007-03-19T05:24:00.000-07:00

haiix...so siianx lor...today sch reopen...haiix...so sad lor..my seniorx goin to step down ler wor..haiix...
miss all my seniorx men!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jux nw cass come my hse lei...nt see mii de lor...is see my youngest sis..[sin hui]
cass lub to play wif my sis lor...she always say...'veri cute!!!'[veri standard hor...haha!!!]
hao ler...also dun noe wad to add ler...

smoOchiiex fer euu^^

valentiine dae^^

2007-02-26T05:16:00.000-08:00

mii n elaiine, triiangle n boxy 1314

we went swensen to eat n celebrate valentiine daex^^n we all gt pink-heart shape balloon wor^^

thiis pic ^ iis actually we all miix alot of different food insiide e ice-cream bowl than lookx so niice to eat lor...haha

thiis is valentiine dae tt time took de^^

2007-02-26T05:12:00.000-08:00

mii n fangyu^^triangle fer eva

thiis is mii n cass gettiin hiigh..we both like haviin a cat fiight^^haha

thiis is on last week^^

we all after sch all go siing song^^
smoOchiiex fer euu..

fr. cookiie monster!!!

2007-02-26T05:02:00.000-08:00

triangle 1314^^

papa,mii,er jiie n san jiie taking photo^^

ferever ending friendship^^lub euu all 1314^^

thiis pic iis fr. fangyu phone...we ate k lunch n it is much cheaper wor^^

on 25 feb...we all[cassandra,elaiine,fangyu,shermaine,yiying,debbie n mii] all go kbox n sing song...

we r now a big family ler wor^^yay!!

2007-02-14T05:45:00.000-08:00

this pic is a happi family lor^^but short of shermaine..

we live in triangle world...so nobody understand wad we talk bout der^^haha

trianglexx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

these r our memoriex^^n pics we took in our class 3n1^^

u mux be admirein our fun baz^^haha

smoOchiiex fer euu^^

2007-02-03T05:09:00.000-08:00

my mommy bought mii a new phone wor^^
it is e nokia 7373 n we bought it at westmall..
wonder why i suddenly put this post ba^^
haha...actually is coz my mom hor..
she tag mii n say why i put so mani post of frenx but nt my mom n sis wor...haha
than when i collect my phone my mom...we go mac n seat,,,eat..chat chat,,[we veri talkative^^haha]..than plaza mac can refill drinks anytime de...so good ho^^haha
mii n my mama...like sis like tt lor...can chat n shop shop together de lor^^
we seldom quarrell but sumtime we 'ding jui' lolx...
she good at maple...but i noob at it..
she noob in audition..but i better than her in it..
my sis veri good it audition lor..
haha...
next time mux post their photos to show all hu r they^^<3

smoOchiiex fer euu^^

2007-02-01T04:57:00.000-08:00

today after sch..mii n cass go bugis n shop shop^^than we go bugis village.
than cass wan to buy bag...than i saw 1 veri nice bag^^
is white colour de lor^^
it coz $35 but coz % so she bought it at $32 but dun hab enough $$ so we ask tt gal to help us keep tt bag
haha...i help cass to buy tt bag lor [can like tt sae] coz i still own her 2 yrs birthdae present lor!!
than we go bugis de parco...
she boughnut a pink colour mockey mouse watch...
coz $9.90 but looks like veri ex. lor^^[see we so pro at buyin things^^]
than we bout shop fer 1= hr than go home ler^^
veri fun lor...coz of mii^^haha[zi high..]

smoOchiiex fer euu

PERCUSSION!!

2007-01-27T21:41:00.000-08:00

nw percussion gt another two more juniors ler^^but this yr no girlx onlii 2 boiz...they are shi han and wai loon.

now percussion gt e total no of 11 ppl altogether...[tt is alot lor!!]
they consist of>>raymond aka da ren
>>jie ying aka ying jie
>>sebastian aka xiao tian tian
>>joshua aka hua hua
>>john aka johnny bravo
>>mii^^ aka mop head or ah ling
>>paulina aka xiao fan shu
>>jia wei aka wei ge
>>zhi chuen aka zhi ma
new juniorx>>shi han[haven gt nick]
new juniorx>>wai loon[haven gt nick]

percussion family mux hab e bond n we rox^^
wiishiin sec4 seniorx dun pass out~~sob sob

smoOchiiex fer euu

makin ppl to do quiz

2007-01-27T21:34:00.000-08:00

heyx^^

now a day...co ppl tend to make quiz n tell ppl to do lor
i make a quiz than guess wad....my meimei[yanyan] gt full marks wor...
than yesterday...gt parent-teacher meeting fer e sec3 n 1...
same thin lo...e moral of e meeting is jux to tell us students to study hard..
mux jia you ler^^

smoOchiiex fer euu^^

2n2 in 2006>> scco fourx^^

2007-01-19T23:11:00.000-08:00

updatex on e photox fer >> e post be4 this..^^

2007-01-12T06:15:00.000-08:00

is mii again^^
this pics althrough is 2006 take one...but nw than i hab chance to put it up on blog coz com spoil ma...
as u can see on e photox...
we r e 2n2 scco fourx!!
tt includex cass,deb,joshua n mii^^
we go victoria hall to see cck sec concert..
their percussionist..all pro lor!!
jun ma ben chi tt song hor...their xylophone player so pro lei...better than mii 1000 timex
but we all hab a veri fun day after all..
keep in memoriex^^

smoOchiiex fer euu^^

my com hao ler^^

2007-01-12T05:20:00.000-08:00

hihi^^wonderin y i using com rite??
coz...MY COM HAO LER^^
haha^^
miss my com so much...
no com so siianx lor...
nw can blog,chat,play gamex ler^^heeheex
btw...happi birthdae slyvester^^
haha^^so happi wor...
ai yo...dun noe wad to sae ler la...
my sch things hor...so i dun noe hw to sae lor...until nw cant even go home wif my sis(cass)together lei...sobx sobx..
she mux be missing mii^^haha
mux stay happi always kkaex n gt any prob need listen ear..i wil help der^^

take carex^^

smoOchiiex fer euu

happi 2007^^

2007-01-06T17:27:00.000-08:00

long time no see wor^^
is a new yr ler...

mii nw at 3n1...
mux work hard liao...
scare i cant cope wif my studiex wor...
why i so forgetful ar??(wonderin**)

miss audition so much liao wor...cant play fer so long liao...
nw already 1 yr older lei!!!means i old liao!!!!!

hope my com can faster hao lei....dun hab com to use veri sad lei...

friday (5/1)
e nine o'clock show finish lei...
veri nice lei...
xiao bao kanna hit on e head by cat lor...
so pain lor...
ma da wife came back to sg than she become veri beautiful wor..
even ma da also shock!!!
in e end...3 months ltr..
3 couples married liao..
than happi endin...
quite nice lor..
i lub to see xiao bao n ma lu become so sweet...
they r so.....aw.....^_^"'

haha...

also dun noe wad to say lar...
haiix...

hope this yr persussion wif e new juniors can hab lesser fights n once again peaceful..
miss my seniorx wor...
miss xing yan liao...
she nt in my class...
mux jia you!!!!

smoOchiiex fer euu^^

my com spoil!!!

2006-12-23T11:02:00.000-08:00

so sry wor!!

nv blog fer so long ler wor...mux be missin mii baz^^haha

haiix...wonderin y i usin com now...haha

coz i at my mom hse usin com ma^^

my com spoil all coz of mii lor..

i play too much until...boom!!!

sch reopen soon ler wor^^

jia you everybodii^^

mux miss wo kkaex^^

smoOchiiex fer euuz^^

TODAE CIP

2006-12-03T05:54:00.000-08:00

today is mii n cass last second cip dae...we do it at bukit batok lib...

todaex cip is 3pm to 6pm..

after e cip...we go n eat mac together coz we r damm hungry..

we both hab e same meal...mac spicy..

e wierd thing was tt e mac spicy is veri hot n spicy..it is like unacceptable lor!!

we both eat until face veri red...{haha}

than we chat bout loadx of funni stuffx^^

than while we were walkin out of e mac...we both tok bout 1 veri excitin topic ..Y MUX WE ALL HAB STEAD??

n than we jux stood there in e middle of e road tokin bout tt topic n did nt even notice tt we r in e middle of e road...

than suddenly e mac's motor jux drive towardx cass...than i shout [ar~~] in jux a normal shockin tune..

than she quickly move vac wardx...but e motor is comin from her bac!!

than i scare e kanna knock but cant say a single thing coz its jux too sudden to speak...

i gt no choice but shout again but this time is damm loud..

so funni lor...we both too scare end up hug each other to tight coz we both shiverin liaox...

veri funni hor...

DaNgErOuS~!!

my haiir...

2006-12-01T05:20:00.000-08:00

todae i went to cut my haiir^^

plus steaming n treaming...

steaming>>
veri shiok coz its warm..
lubb it when they shampoo my hair
can see tv wor^^
bad stuff>_<"'>>
i wan slant hair but they cut strait n tell mii tt is slant!!!
i m angry at tt moment n shock when i look at myself..
realli hope to jump lor
cant take it tt is mii!!!
ARCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
e funni partx...>>
while i was walkin home...i kinda prayed tt my hair could quickly grow longer nw...but it seems to be impossible...SOBZ!!!!
lookin so down lor...lolx~~

hope~~
my hair can grow faster....**plx**

smoOchiiex fer mii haiir...

2006-11-28T21:52:00.000-08:00

this pic above is taken by cass n edited by her too^^we went vivo city together on i forgt wad datx^^so fun lor!!we play until damm late than go home^^i love e roof of tt shoppin mall coz it is so fun..e shoppiin is quite normal like other shoppin mall but i jux lub e dae!!ROAR!!

wonderin y is there this pic??
fox??haha

actually we took this pic inside e dressin rm!!haha

this sweater is veri think n hot rather..but it look qiute nice^^

btw...also cass edited it...so thx anyway^^

normally ppl go dressin rm to change clothes but we take pic^^haha

kinda new way to take picturex rite!!haha

smoOchiiex fer euu^^

e sch toilet^^

2006-11-28T21:47:00.000-08:00

all this pics r taken in e toilet by xiing yan!!!

veri fun wor^^we so zi liian!!haha

miss those daex..

all thiis she edited de..thx alot

e co on tuesday [281106]

2006-11-28T21:08:00.000-08:00

...so long nv write liiaox^^mux be missin mii hor^^lolx^^
still e same thing goes on...everyday wif a smile on my face^^

haiix..next yr sec 3 ler wor...in class 3n1^^

yesterday tuesdae gt full orchestra..but e diff thin is tt our orchestra leader,ass orchestra leader all nt here...even jie ying [vice-chairmen] also nt around wor..

left our ke lian de chair-man around...euu noe y?

ANS:>>coz they all go shang hai^^

i miss them alot wor^^

haiix...

but co will still jia you der^^

coz...our chair-man still around^^

smoOchiiex fer euu^^

edited my blog^^

2006-11-24T06:38:00.000-08:00

heyx!!!
i edited my blog wor^^nice??

lubb it loadx man!!!hahax^^

mux jia you !!![kampateh**]

mux tag mii wor^^

smoOchiiex fer euu**("v")**

15/11/06

2006-11-19T20:09:00.000-08:00

on tt dae..
i go shop shop wif my senior [jie ying] n cass^^
jieying wan go buy some stuff fer her oversea trip..yet on tt dae it turns out to be so fun n happi wor^^
firstly...we go n eat at e nearest kopitiam near our sch de^^
than...we take e mrt train to jurong point^^
on e way there..we saw a couple[indian couple!!]..it is realli normal to see couplex all around but they r different!! u see..they hold each otherx fingers n put into each otherx nose!!![gross!!]
horrible hor?!! but we laugh like crazy!!

than after tt..we go to some shops to buy jie ying's need n stuff..

than we go in kiddy palace..got an old women ask us wad mux she buy fer her granddaughter..
we told her some examples:shoex,toys,clothex,bags...
n she say.."my grandaughterx parents r doctors..they gt alot of money..[tryin to tell us she is veri rich]
than she say she wan to buy bag..than we choose 2 bags fer her as she said she gt 2 grandaughters..than she say.."they can share ma..n blar blar[all e repeated nonsence]
than jie ying go behind tt women n joke her [mii n cass laugh like crazy]

we r quite tired after tt so we find a place to rest n chat..tt is e best moments after all..
we laugh n joke!!

than it is tyme to go home as jie ying also need to go sch fer a briefin..
than when we r goin out of e shoppin mall,a gang of ah beng[wanna act cool] go bully a malay guy..
than they fight wor!![my first experience] than we heard ppl sae [quai dian pao ar..bu yao kan le] ..
tt is an interestin dae write??!

so funni lor^^

miss tt dae^^lolx

hopefully gt another dae like tt..hahax

X-JECT!!

2006-11-19T20:05:00.000-08:00

X-JECT!!

i lubb x-ject fer eva^^

they r cute^^

lub"va"ble

huggable^^

christmas next month wor^^

our steamboat gatherin comiin soon too^_^

wo aii sii nii men ler^^

jiia you!!!

[smOochiiex fer X-JECT ppl^^]

muack("v")

tuesday's co [071106]

2006-11-08T23:10:00.000-08:00

every tuesday i will hab chinese orchestra practice..n tuesdays is always full orchestra..i need to play a song call jun ma ben chi on my own..maybe coz i m already senior ba..i dun realli noe how to play tt song as i play xylophone for tt song..intil nw..how muck practice i make..i still fail to play tt song..i realli wish i can play tt song well..
i admire my seniors as they can do this like as if is a piece of cake..but i cant..i wiish i can play this song well...PLZ..
[wiish mii all e bext^^]

I created a Slide Show! smoOchiiex^^all bout mii!

2006-11-07T03:09:00.000-08:00

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2006-10-30T22:22:00.000-08:00

i think i m really a jinx..
u see..
now...i hab no other happiness than jux sittin infront of e com..
i hab seen alot of shows n admire ppl wif good n happi family..
i dun noe how they say good stuff to make ppl happi..
y mux i be tt sad??
i really hope tt my family can be happi forever..
but y it become like this??
i dun noe how to express my feelings now..
all along this year..
nth good hab happen to me at all..
i hab always make ppl sad..angry..disappointed..
all this are hatred..
y cant i make ppl happy??
m i tt useless??
i jux wan my family n frenx to be happi..
i jux wan all of my kins to be happy n havin peaceful life..
y cant i do tt for them??
i wiih next year will be better..
i really dun wan to see all my frenx n kins to be disappointed in mii..
i really hope..[sobx]

family problemx agaiin..

2006-10-30T06:13:00.000-08:00

it is jux today...this time right now..
jux because "ah yi" took two hoolahoob back home..
i make a fuss coz i m jealous of how dad treat her new wife..
i jux wan dad to treat mii better...than i told dad help mii buy somethin to eat..
than coz he wan to help mii buy..he nv help his wife to buy her food..
than now she is angry wif mii..
wad should i do??
cant i get more love??
am i tt selfish??
i dun noe..
really dun noe..
wad is happenin to mii??
i think i should not stay here..
really..
i think i m a jinx here..
wad ever i do will actually make ppl angry..
first..i make my frenx angry bout mii coz i lied..
than..i make my uncle disappointed coz i throw away e sport shoes he gave mii..
than my sis n dad coz of little stuff[like my mom]
now my dad's wife..
wad mux i do to make ppl happi??
y will i make ppl angry n not happi??
m i tt bad??
i realli dun noe wad to do..
really disappointed of myself..
i hab no self esteem..
i m seifish..

i say out e truth own my own!!

2006-10-20T04:09:00.000-07:00

remember e camp...
i throw away a track skoe tt my uncle gave mii
coz it is too dirty as there is alot of sand inside.
than i come home without tellin my family members tt i throw away my track shoes until my grandma found out on her own..
my dad say he is realli disappointed in mii coz tt shoe is my uncle's care to mii as i previously dun hab track shoe..
i m not scare to tell my family members bout this but i m worried tt my uncle will be disappointed as he dotes mii alot more than my dad n mom..
i felt guilty...so guilty n finally buck up my courage to say out e true..
i felt better than be4 when i say out even i get scoldings from my uncle because at least i say out e true..
my uncle did not discourage mii but yet tell mii not to cry le..
it was lucky tt i hab a veri good n dotex mii loadx uncle..
i m veri grateful n honour ^^
coz i finally noe how important it is to think twice bofore doing somethin..
this is a great lesson for mii to learn..

ii read thiis iin my emaiil..

2006-10-19T05:33:00.000-07:00

""love is not to forget but to forgive,

not to see but to understand,

not to hear but to listen,

not to let go but to hold on..""

**thiis iis wad ii hab seen iin my emaiil...

i thiink iit iis a good explaiinatiion to all my qns for love..**

i would love to share wiif ppl around mii..

coz i wan to treasure e ppl around mii..

("v") zhen xi yi ge ren bu yong deng dao ta zou..("v")

("v") ai yi ge ren shi bu yong shen me yuan ying..("v")

("v") wo yao zhen xi mei yi ge zhen xi wo de ren ('v")

**ying wei wo aii nii**

my feelinx.........

2006-10-13T07:20:00.000-07:00

i hab to say out le..
onli sayin out will feel better...
i love to watch love n romantic shows n movies..
always thinkin wad if i realli gt those happiness..
i cant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i always say i m strong n would nv stead again...
but e fact is i m weak...
i always wanted a long n happi relationship n always admire ppl wif stead..
they r too sweet..
love is somethin complicated..
i will nv understand at all..
mii...always thinkin bout love..n its sweetness..
but i always make mistake when i hab it..
i cant get a perfect relationship..
i dun wan to see ppl sad..
n i m willin to lend my shoulder if they r sad..
but when i m sad..
hu can understand mii??
hu can lend mii shoulder??
hu will understand mii??
m i selfish??
m i stubborn??
wad mux i do??
will i lost feelinx to love??
help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[loner_romance] smoOchiiex^^

**a smile always to let ppl smile..**
**dun see my sad look..SmIlE**

love iish confusiin...

2006-10-13T07:12:00.000-07:00

hihi again..

i feel tt i m a loner in love..haix..

i do hab ex-steads but i feel tt i m a cause for their sadness..

some of them do care for mii alot but i dun noe y but i don feel it at all..

i always thought tt i fell in love but in e end i felt confuse..

i dun noe y...

i m rather good at other things but dumb in love.

wad iis love??

i m realli confuse..

sometimes i thought if i m realli a jerk..

m i jinx to love??

haix...

realli sad over this...

wonder hu can open up mii to see wad is love..

hu can tell mii wad iis love??

hu can ans my qns to love?????

i m confuse le...

[smoOchiiex]

**confuse..

love is confusing..

2006-10-04T22:43:00.000-07:00

julia is a 13 year old girl whohad heartproblem..she haddifficultieshaving a bf cause she wasnt prettyenough andmoreover,she issick..she wasthe only child dat her parents hav..she started moving frm yishun to punggolthen totampines..as shemovehouse,she changed skool too..moved tothisstrange skool name onetreehigh..she was scared as ppl over deremight makefun of her but shewas useto it so she juz have to bear with it..thenext dayarrive and shewent toskool she was late and so she wasrushing..denshe bump to thisguy..*BUMP*her books and his books fell and theystartedapologising to eachother,heinsists to sayin sorry to her...he was apopular guyin skool,themosthandsome and talented soccer player,hisnamewas mike went to classcoincedently..they both were in the sameclass,sodey chatted alongthe wayto class,dey both were scolded as theywere verylate..aftereverything wassettle..the teacher introduce..the newstudent.."class,this is julia our new classmate...let'sgiveher the warmestwelcome!"......every1 started to whisper toeachoder as she wassome1 wifheartproblems...but mike didnt...?? AFTER 2MONTHSmike n julia becomecloser..eventually,theybecame bf/gf...denevery1started making fun of mike,especially histeammates at football andevenhis best frens...asking him why did hebecomejulia's bf,as julia issickand said that it was really stupid ofhim...but mikejuz said,"i just love her..she mean alot tome...whenfeelings comes,nth elsematters..."julia meanwhile was lookingfrm far,shelook sad..mikeden sawjulia running out frm the main gate,hestartedchasing afterher..after afew min of chasing..he caught up withher..she was crying and so he asked why..shesaid datshe did not want tobecomea burden to him and dont want to spoil hisreputation and bein madefun ofby his peeps..be4 she could finished hersentence..he stop her andkiss hercheek sayin i love u and HE MEANT IT..eventually,she stoppedcrying..andmike said"we will neer be separated...nthcancome between us!"5 months time--------------------------------------------julia found that she was feeling terribleby her heartproblem..mikesenther for check up often,so dat she can getwellASAP and they can getontheir date smoothly,but never will he noethat herillness is gettinmoreand more serious as days went on...oneday,mikereceived a call frmjulia'smother............."julia is in a bad condition now,it may befatal..come herequickly..."so mike took a cab and went to thehospital...thedoctor told mikedat juliahad only a 30% chance of surviving...hewasdevastated..he den askthedoctor if he could do anything to helpher?and so de doctor replied to him..........andtheywent on havin aoperation...6 hours later-------------------------"julia,julia..are u feeling ok?"said hermom...julia started opening her eyes.."yeah im alright,feeling much betteralready...mom,where's mike?ishe herein the hospital?i miss him so much!""u must be prepared to hear this.........hedonatedhis heart to ujuz tosave u,and it caused his life...he hadpassedaway..."julia was shocked..she cried non-stop,feeling badand guilty everyday...mike truly love her,and jus wanted tosave her,butit had cause himto leavethe world so soon...Now and forever... his heart will behers'and theycan never beseparate...

they love each other so deep..

really hope tt everybody can be jux like them..

[doughnut_gurlgurl]

2006-09-18T03:51:00.000-07:00

hihi...its mii again...
i nv felt this until today..
i realize tt actually everybody has their own good n bad points..
though it is rather difficult to get along wif their bad points..
but their good points also blends in veri well..
i have a group of good frenz in sch name [x-ject]
this group is full of laughter n happiness...
[though there some urguement..]
we all share the same feelings n we all had different characterz..
eg>>[all by nickname..]
******princess:she often make all of us laugh like mad...though sometimes get a little sacastic..
*****green tea:she dun really play wif us alot but she hab a hardworking mind..
****xiao peng you:she is veri cute but i pity her coz she hab a veri bad history due to some ppl..
***pink lover:she laughs alot n thinks be4 she do things..understand tt she always fall down often..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
these are some good frenx i can say...they really dun quarrel over small matters but if they do, we onli do tt for less than a period..

**i hab found my good friends...have u??

p.s good stuff doesnt really goes to everybody..especially those tt dun treasure their frenx

passion on crush...

2006-09-08T05:05:00.001-07:00

i think when i was at tt moment of crush..i was silly enough ler..

mux nt think bout love anymore^^

it is right to say tt love can hurt ppl veri deep...so!!!jia you!!!

why mux this onli happen to mii??

2006-08-21T05:01:00.000-07:00

now my feelin is like this picture on top ba...moody n sad...haiz..i jux realize tt maybe i am not a really good prefect ba..sob!! i m veri excited n happi when i found out tt i m given the chance to enter the camp this september holidays onli for 15 sec 2 prefects...i have enter the camp coz glend cant enter but then after tt when yee jeng give the form to mdm tang(my sch dm) she saw my name n i end up hab to give up my place n give it back to glend...the sad thing was tt all my class prefects are able to go to the camp accept mii!! i dun noe wat hab i done to make her so angry about mii tt i cant even go for this leadership camp??m i reaaly tt bad??why she dun wanna tell mii?? WHY???

2006-08-19T04:32:00.000-07:00

today got c.o than after that i when to bugis with my senior jie ying to go and buy the materials to make the teachers day presents for our chinese orchestra conductors.on the way...my senior say maybe i will become sl next year tt makes mii quite happi coz i wanna show my leadership potentials. i when back home about the noon n told my dad where i go n why i go there for n when for a bath. to my surprise,he n my uncle discussed about mi n my latness for comin back home late. when i bath finish, my dad ask alot of questions n even say tt he scare i will learn bad things from outside or even do silly things like a make out in my frenx house. i thought tt he wont trust mi n he kept sayin coz he worried about mi. i dun really feel tt he really care for mi but i had the feelin tt he is actually havin doubt of whether to believe n to trust mi. he once say before tt if i could get good grades even if he is not around,he would trust mi but end up today, he ask mii so much...i am really sad...veri sad becoz i really get good grades when he is not around n i also gain more praises from teacher yet when i show him my results he say work harder n even now...i m really disappointed n really thinkin if studyin is really important anot. my grandma n 2nd mom also say tt daddy scoldin n uncle scoldin is good for mi. but i dun think it is rite...they kept sayin last time but now is now...we muz look forward for the future n not the past but they still say tt canning is correct...why??

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